Each one must give as he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.2 Corinthians 9:7
Refresh yourself by drinking regularly from the pure water of God's Word. Open your Gospel of John and spend time rediscovering what it offers. Consider signing up for the 21-Day Challenge and commit yourself to reading the entire book, with useful commentary, over a 21-day period. And look for opportunities to give away God's Word to others so they also can be refreshed and nourished.